This song is kind of out of context on this album. In afterthought, I wish I would have left it out. But the truth of the matter is, this is one of my very original songs written back in the late 1980's and I really wanted it recorded. Several months after releasing the CD, I was listening to it while driving in my car, and it struck me how out of place it was with the rest of the songs. When I was recording it in the studio  my brother-in-law used to tease me by saying that anyone listening to it better put all the knives, sharps and weapons away because it was such a depressing song. But, it is what it is, an expression of my innermost deepest thoughts and feelings at that time.

At times,  I feel afraid   
and insecure,  out of the blue  
don't know what to do.
I feel confused, it's floating free
it's taking over me, I feel so scared
does anybody care?

At times, I feel afraid
and insecure, out of the blue
don't know what to do.
Out of control, this feeling grows
it strangles me, I cannot see
where is it taking me?

At times, I feel afraid
I get confused, I cannot see
reality.
I crawl inside, my very soul
I'm paralyzed, hope no one knows
I hope it doesn't show.